Feeling shitty took on a whole new level. Just a few of my experiences over the last couple of days/nights have included:
extreamly low blood pressure
rapid heart rate
fever
diarrhea to the point of pain and tears
platelete transfusions
blood transfusions
dizziness
lightheadedness
passing out on the toilet in the middle of the night
blood cultures
abdominal and intestinal cramping
Vomiting
I just want to sleep it off. With all of that, who wouldn’t? Sleep is the only escape you have from feeling every second of that. So that’s what I’ve be been doing. Today I told PT and OT there would be no walking the halls. I know my body and I’ll walk when I know I can.
Also, not eating or drinking much either. But a spoonful of oatmeal, a few crackers, toast, half of a banana is enough when I can. In fact here come the stomach cramps now…
i love you all. Thanks for checking in.
Coffee and Chemo 